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               peperiksaan kq tinggal kurang seminggu je lagi...
                                                                            DIAM LAH!
                         
                                                                (adik aku)
     
December 2012 hinggalah sekarang,
saat sedih bagaikan budak kecil tak dapat gula-gula sugus,
dipendam perit; dilepaskan lega,
saat gembira bagaikan maggi goreng dikunyah lalu ditelan,
bahagia yang dirasa, tak sah kalau tak dikongsi bersama,
diceritakan, diluahkan, dikongsi bersama.

Walaupun aku rasa ayat macam bangang,

tapi aku tetap nak teruskan,
semoga tak bangang lepas baca. (eh sukati lah nak tulis pe)

Bila aku down gila babi, kau sentiasa ada menemani.

Bila aku diam konon sehari terasa bangsat, kau ada bagi kata-kata semangat.
Bila aku dah malas nak perah otak, tapi aku masih lagi type, dan kau masih lagi baca. Maaf zahir batin wahai si bangang. HAHA. Selamat hari jadi, Noris.

Selamat hari jadi. Semoga cepat tinggi  sihat. Jaga kesihatan diri. Semoga sama-sama berubah sampai pakai purdah eh apa benda lah. Semoga kau tak terlawan dengan kecantikan aku hihihi (gelak baik) 


Sebenarnya, aku nak wish cara lain. Dalam erti lain, ayat jahanam. So...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NOGHIS SEMAIL HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! PMR 8A AKU BELANJA AISKEM POTONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BYE GILA.



















jangan sedih lah.

























She's sitting at the table, the hours get later
He was supposed to be here
She's sure he would have called
She waits a little longer, there's no one in the driveway
No one's said they've seen him
Why, is something wrong?
She looks back to the window
Suddenly the phone rings
A voice says something's happened
That she should come right now
Her mind goes to December
She thinks of when he asked her
He bent down on his knees first
And he said


I want you forever, forever and always
Through the good and the bad and the ugly
We'll grow old together
Forever and always


She pulls up to the entrance
She walks right to the front desk
They lead her down a million halls, a maze that's never ending
They talk about what happened but she can barely hear them
She tries to keep a straight face as she walks into the room
She sits by his bedside, holds his hand too tight
They talk about the kids they're gonna have and the good life
The house on the hillside, where they would stay


Stay there forever, forever and always
Through the good and the bad and the ugly
We'll grow old together, and always remember
Whether rich or for poor or for better
We'll still love each other, forever and always


Then she gets an idea and calls in the nurses
Brings up the chaplain and he says a couple verses
She borrows some rings from the couple next door
Everybody's laughing as the tears fall on the floor
She looks into his eyes, and she says


I want you forever, forever and always
Through the good and the bad and the ugly
We'll grow old together, and always remember
Whether happy or sad or whatever
We'll still love each other, forever and always
Forever and always, forever and always


She finishes the vows but the beeps are getting too slow
His voice is almost too low
As he says, I love you forever, forever and always
Please just remember even if I'm not there
I'll always love you, forever and always

sedih?
jangan sedih
bila orang lain
tak faham diri kau
tapi sedihlah
sebab kau sendiri 
tak faham orang lain.

jangan sedih
bila orang lain
tak percaya pada kau
tapi sedihlah 
sebab kau
tak percaya diri sendiri.

jangan sedih
bila orang
tak hargai kau
tapi sedihlah
sebab kau
tak hargai orang lain.

jangan sedih
bila orang lain
hina kau
tapi sedihlah
sebab kau
menghina diri kau sendiri.

jangan sedih
bila orang lain
kritik diri kau
tapi sedihlah
sebab kau
tak pernah perbaiki diri kau.

jangan sedih
bila kau 
selalu jatuh
tapi sedihlah
sebab kau
tak pernah cuba bangkit.

jangan sedih
sebab hidup kau
penuh dengan pahit getir
tapi sedihlah
sebab kau 
tak pernah belajar dari pengalaman.

kawan,
dengarlah...
kunci masalah, selalu berada dalam diri dan bukannya di luar!

**

aku
yg terjaga dari mimpi
yg rasa diri ini diketuk ditarik ditampar dan ditumbuk
tanpa memikirkan sakit dan pedih yg dirasai
bangkit dan terus menasihati kau
yg aku rasa 
kau perlukan nasihat dari aku
sebagai kawan yg cantik prihatin
aku harap
kau kuat
menempuh segala dugaan.

**
apa aku merepek
dah patut diam.